How do I say in Spanish....?

I don't know the Tex Mex/Mexican version...not "proper Spanish" version of this sentence including slang......"I know you hate me but I love you. I don't know why I love you because you love someone else ( your ex wife ) . But, I can only take so much drama from you. You act like you love me with being possesive but it's not love. You prove to me every single day that you are in love with her and you don't even want to have a family with me. I love you and your son more than his mother EVER did and would do ANYTHING for you and your son, I love him more than your ex wife!" Seriously, if you want to add your opinion THAT'S FINE but, only mature and genuine responses please!! :)